i’m so ridiculously in love, and i never thought i’d feel this way at 19. i look at him and he takes my breath away, i completely lose focus on everything and everyone else and for a few moments its just us. me and him against the world. i wake up in the morning and see him laying next to me and wonder how in the world i managed to get so lucky. i’m thankful and grateful every second of every day that this wonderful and incredible person was put on this earth and brought into my life. the way he looks at me, talks to me and holds me makes me weak at the knees, even still today after almost a year of meeting. i’m completely, totally, and utterly smitten, and it’s the most terrifyingly beautiful thing in the world.
weighed myself again this morning and i’ve lost another lbs! thats 3lbs since sunday, so happy ☺️
been going to the gym a lot more lately and today i managed to ride a bike for 20 minutes and run for 15 minutes without stopping or needing to use my inhaler. a couple weeks ago i could barely do either for 5 minutes so i’m so proud of myself, i can see changes in myself as well so i’m over the mooooon
OKAY time for the ~personal post update~ that i usually do whenever i feel like i have something to rant/talk about, and right now i have a shit load so here goes, and prepare for an essay (if anyone even reads this)
having a really hard time in terms of body image and being happy with myself recently