i’ve had a couple messages saying my tattoos shit and gay or whatever and its just like, fuck off? so what if it’s not a big fuck off thigh piece, or chest piece or a sleeve. so what if it’s just words and simple and says something that some might not agree with. it’s personal to me and it’s on my body not yours, so why should it even affect you.
so annoyed right now. i try so fuckin hard to stay in touch with friends and help them when they need it and it literally just seems like it goes in one ear and straight out the other. i know im not the most sociable person but i do still want friends, and i do still give a fuck. im fed up of feeling so unwanted and ignored. im really trying but it just doesnt seem to be appreciated and im slowly giving up completely. fuck everyone man
2 hours til my tattoo appointment aaaaaah
ok i know people are gettin miffed at me for constantly goin on about london but it was the first time me n alex actually went somewhere different together and did couple-y things so ima just write about my day okAY
this afternoon i’m goin out for a meal with alex’s family (some of them i havent met before) and like it’ll be nice and stuff but it’s really weird like im scared of eating in front of new people. like it took me a couple months to feel comfortable eating in front of alex and idk. and its chinese food and i dont really eat chinese so im stressin myself out and im really really nervous :-(