Anonymous: wait are you still friends with Amy she seems lovely

kind of. shes one of the two best friends i spoke about in the answer to another ask.

  • Daisy: How old were you when you had your first kiss?
  • Carnation: If I handed you a concert ticket right now, who would you want to be the performer?
  • Jasmine: What color looks best on you?
  • Foxglove: Name three facts about your family.
  • Allium: What's the best thing you can cook?
  • Orange Blossom: If you could pick the gender and appearance of your child, would you?
  • Calla Lily: If you died right now, what song would you want to play at your funeral?
  • Poinsettia: Favorite holiday dish?
  • Oxlip: Would you ever get into a long distance relationship?
  • Primrose: Favorite kind of soup?
  • Daffodil: What's the most thoughtful present you've ever received?
  • Rose: Are you currently in love with someone?
  • Amsonia: Would you ever become a vegan?
  • Peony: What's your favorite hot beverage?
  • Tulip: For your birthday, what kind of cake do you ask for?
  • Myrtle: Do you like going on airplanes?
  • Hibiscus: Did you ever play an instrument? If so what?
  • Zinnia: Who was your best friend when you were six years old?
  • Poppy: What color was your childhood home?
  • Hydrangea: Starbucks order?
  • Violet: Do you like where you're from?
  • Locust: What was your favorite book as a child?
  • Rhododendron: What's the scariest dream you've ever had?
  • Queen Anne's Lace: Would you rather carve pumpkins or wrap presents?
  • Magnolia: Favorite kind of candy?
  • Aster: Would you rather be cold or hot?
  • Marigold: Do you listen to what's on the radio?
  • Heliconia: Do you like when it rains?
  • Azalea: What's a movie you cried while watching?
  • Dandelion: Do you think you're important?
  • Anonymous: Why did you lose two best friends? What did they do?

    one of them was kinda both our faults. long story short, she was going through shit & slagged me off a lot, same with me although i told her what i thought because i dont like being two faced. then i found her private twitter which was basically full of dickhead tweets about me, and i just went mad at her and we stopped talking for a good few months. only recently we’ve started having the odd conversation. things may get better between us but i don’t trust her as much as i did and i’m more wary.

    the other was like in the past couple weeks. he stopped seeing/talking to me much when he got a new girlfriend (typical thing really), then him & his girlfriend slagged off our good friends behind their backs (his girlfriends best friend and her boyfriend) and i didn’t think it was fair so i told our good friends about it, as i thought if it was someone slagging me and my relationship off i’d wanna know. i spoke to my boyfriend about it first just to make sure it didn’t seem like i was being unnecessary. they both point blank denied it for about 3/4 hours and made me look like a liar and complete cunt. so again i went mad until they admitted it. the last thing i do is lie. then we didn’t talk for a few weeks until last week when he basically made himself feel more superior by being a cunt towards my boyfriend by bringing up the fact my boyfriend is recently unemployed, which was completely out of order as they don’t talk and hadn’t talked since the other argument a few weeks before. so AGAIN i went mad and we didn’t talk until i saw him when we all went on a night out on saturday and he fully ignored me and wouldn’t look at me, and me being a drunken dickhead started an argument with him that’s still ongoing but at the moment i don’t want anything to do with him. it sounds petty but i can’t be arsed with the full detail of it all, and it’s like when you know someone so well and they turn into the complete opposite of who they really are all of a sudden its a massive shock to the system, and i expected so much more from him to be so pathetic if i’m honest.

    sorry for the rant haha, not really had anyone to talk to about this kinda stuff. 

    pls ask me some stuff man i’m fucking bored

    be as nosey as u want srsly

    lost my two best friend within the space of a couple months. goes to show you really cannot trust anyone.